Pissed but OK

Things are getting fucked up with Keeper switching around and us having to have someone else come in and I'm pissed but what can I do about it I pretty much have no say I'm just a fucking kid except I'm not I'm 18 and I should get a say. But anyway I hope you all have a fucking good holiday even though youre probably not even in the US and dont even know what Thanksgiving is.

-Red

Baby Says Hi

I am writing to say happy Thanksgiving. We're not having turkey til tomorrow but Im having fun anyway. I havent got my doll yet but they say soon so I hope so.

-baby

thanksgiving

so yeah it's thanksgiving and were supposed to be thankful for stuff so i'm thankful for amber i love her and im thankful shes happy right now and we got to have fun this morning and i get to right this im thankful for that and i got to buy a shirt i like the other day not one of ambers crappy shirts that i hate but a cool shirt and we found some weights when we were cleaning and do you think i should be a weightlifter HAHAHAHAHAHA

-britt

Losing Keeper

Feeling snarky today. I was feeling sleep but the meds seemed to have kicked in. The wrong music playlist is on and I had some fucked up dreams, but it's all good. Had fun on twitter and now I have to get to work.

I hear Keeper is no longer going to be our gatekeeper, we're getting a new one. I don't like that idea. I like the idea of being the Keeper System. I don't want that to change. Why does she have to leave? I may be an adult but I still don't get it. Yeah, the head system needs a gatekeeper but why do they have to take ours? Makes no sense. I, for one, am protesting. Seriously, I mean it. I'm protesting.

-Candy

My Bedroom

So yeah, they wanted me to pick out a clean bedroom and I picked out THIS. I think the fucking joke is on them. Anyway, this is the kind of place I'd be comfortable.

-Red

It's Me!

I've been stuck in the inner world so longer I'd forgotten about this blog but here I am and I guess I'm supposed to update or whatever. I've been hanging out and chilling and pretty much not doing much. I'm working on a bedroom for the inner world and I get to pick out a pic of one I like so I guess I'm gonna do that. Kinda cool I guess. Anyway, I want my own blog on tumblr and maybe I'll get one, maybe not. I think Keeper is gonna say tumblr isn't a good place for a "nice girl like me." Such shit, I say.

-Red

Get A Grip!

I am so sick of this fucking shit, of being told I do or don't exist based on whether or not someone can see me or I have a body or what the fuck ever. If you don't have DID you can't understand it fully so just shut the fuck up all of you and let me live my fucking life in peace. And no I'm not gonna deny my headmates just because you want me to fit into your box, they're my mates and they share my space and they're just as real as you are, you fuckers. So back the fuck off from my people and keep your hands to yourself until you know what the fuck you're talking about, cuz not everybody with DID is faking it and DID is fucking real, ok?

-red