Being Poor

OK so here's what I don't like. We have no money, like none. Yep. Like I want to buy a shirt or have milk for coffee or go somewhere fun, like play pool or something, and there's no money. Our email got shut off this morning, we had to get a poor person's phone yesterday from charity, I have no new clothes, I cant' even go get a burger, we don't have any food I like, nothing. Yep. It's just soooo hard and I know there are kids starving in otehr countries and all that so don't come down on my head OK, but it is still hard to not have clothes that fit or food all the time or a phone so one person can call the other if there in trouble, shit like that. It's hard when you live in the US, cuz almost everybody has that shit that I talk to and I don't. Like, we were homeless once I'm told. I wasn't born then, but we slept in a car in a parking lot, like that's some serious shit, and somestimes I worry that will happen again, we'll have to sleep in a car again and this time I'll be there and shit and I don't know how I'd deal with that. Like, that's serious. That's almost like being in a third world country maybe, except we'd have car. Or maybe not even that. So yeah, it bothers me. I just want to play pool for a dollar at the M room and we don't have a dollar.  Fucking shit.

- Red