Morning Musings

Blocked a couple of insensitive bastards on twitter. That's what I get for trying to be open about my situation, if "situation" is even the correct word. I should seriously consider being gay, as I am about done with men at this point. I know I'm too sensitive about it all and really too shy to talk about it. Probably I shouldn't link my twitter account to here and just let everyone think I'm a normal person like them. But I really want to be accepted for who I am.

Little 2 is having trouble and I am taking care of her today. I wish Amber would come back into the headspace and work with me but I know that's too much to ask. We used to work great together, except for Chad hitting on her all the time. He's a pig, but sometimes I wish he would hit on me. It's nice to feel pretty.

I am listening to some sort of hard metal music and I don't know who turned it on. Maybe Amber was up earlier, I don't know. I'd change it but really I'm too lazy. I need my own playlist but I'm not out enough to need one, most of the time. It would be about 10 songs long anyway!

I'd better go. Little 2 (who don't we give them names?) is clinging to me so bad.

-Candyland