Getting the Message

I'm not fronting or anything. Keeper, through Amber, is typing this for me. It's a tenuous chain of command! I don't think I'd like fronting, not even background fronting like Keeper does. I liked having Amber as a friend a lot and we had good times when she was in the inner world more but now that she's in the fronting rotation it isn't nearly as much fun being with her. Red has taken her place in the inner world and now I hang out with Red and the old crew and I guess that's nice enough. Red has become a good friend. She and I are trying to get Amber to come back and spend time with us, with Sissy and Chelsey and Damien. Not Ricky though. Sarah drove Ricky to the edge of the system and that's where he belongs. We're all glad he's there except for Red, who was born with Amber's desire for him. She has this pathetic yet somehow heartwarming hope that he's going to return to her. I wish Amber was that loyal. Since Amber is typing this message for me I hope she's getting the message.

-Candyland (as translated by Amber/Keeper)